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Today was fun I ran a few last minute errons before the big wedding this weekend!!!! I cannot believe that it is already here! That I am getting a new sister this weekend haha, that sounds so weird. I cannot wait to go to a wedding, I've never been to one, I hope I don't mess it up somehow with being a part of it and standing up in it without ever attending one, I have no idea what to expect. haha I'm so excited!!!!

Today's practice went well too, it was not quite as well as the other practices recently but I did play well and I was happy with it, not satisfied with it of course but for sure happy that I didn't just tank it. I have been worried that with all of the good practices I have been having that I might have a really just awful practice soon, but a decent practice compared to a tanked practice is great haha I'll take that any day.

I cannot describe my excitement to see everyone, I have been kinda lonely out here recently I don't know if it is just because I know that I get to see my family this weekend and so I am just remembering all that I miss about them or what. I even get to see the Wurtzbachers!!!!!! I get to see everyone!!! I am so incredibly excited, I just hope it doesn't make coming back harder. That would be a downer, but I don't think it will, it will just be great to see them again and have all of these great memories nice and fresh in my head to last me.

EMILY!!!!!! For serious!!!!!!???????!!!!!!????? I get to hold her again? I get to look into those gorgeous eyes again????? I get to hold that amazing hand again???? I get to feel her touch on my skin again????? I get to feel her incredibly soft hair again????? I get to feel her physically close to me again? actually standing and sitting next to me???? I get to hear her voice not through a microphone again?????? I get to see her not on a computer screen again??? I get to feel that perfectly soft skin again???? There is no way that this can be real........... We were actually talking about it today and how it truly doesn't feel real yet. Sure we get super excited on and off but it literally doesn't feel real yet because our bodies, minds, and eyes simply have gotten used to not being together...... It is such a weird feeling, you know that it is coming and you do, like I said, get crazy excited on and off but if just doesn't feel real yet, as if our bodies don't want to get their hopes up haha. I love you so much Emily!!!!!!! I cannot wait to see you.........THIS AFTERNOON!!!!!

It's here Y'all!!!!!! Today is the day I get to see everyone again, speaking of...... I have to wake up in an hour and forty five minutes..... shoot. Well It was good to talk to you everyone, love you thank you again for reading I love to hear what you guys think of it :) goodnight y'all